Crying sun
T!ANA releases “My Crying Sun” – a song about the struggle between pain and healing
“My Crying Sun” tells the story of a lost soul trapped in an endless inner battle—caught between past and future, between pain and healing. The coldness of the outside world contrasts with the burning desire for liberation. The song reflects the process of psychological healing: the moment when one faces their demons in order to let them go. It’s about recognizing one’s own strength, about the mirror of the soul revealing that one is not broken— just not fully awakened yet.
T!ANA, based in Germany, has been fully dedicated to music again for the past year after a longer hiatus. “My Crying Sun” was created in close collaboration with Colombian producer Electrohate, with whom she develops most of her songs. His talent for atmospheric soundscapes enhances the track’s profound intensity, making the emotional tension between darkness and hope even more tangible.
Songtext
Between the walls
They’re closing in
It never ends
I stand for you
To heal your mind from deep within
Feel the snow of time and let it burn
Mind crossing lines of no return
It’s cold outside
While the sun seems to cry
No turning back
No place to hide
Within your lines
It’s cold outside,
While the sun seems to cry
I lost my mind
Your lips want to scream
Your voice without sound
My crying sun
I am the mirror of your soul
Please drown in me, let the silence flow
You are not broken, you just haven’t realized
Will your demons start to glow?
What you believe, is what you’ll grow
Will you leave your tender essence compromised?
Take your sorrow and let it go
I can’t wait I have to go
Everything is twisted in this parallel world!
Your lips want to scream, but no sound comes
where your truth unfolds
The place you’ve left behind
I see the sorrow in your eyes.
My crying sun
Take your sorrow and let it go
can’t hold your hand forever though
You drown in the air, I drown in the sea.
It’s cold outside
While the sun seems to cry
No turning back
No place to hide
Within your lines
It’s cold outside
While the sun seems to cry
I lost my mind
Your lips want to scream
your voice without sound
My crying sun